Mortal Moon is a quietly powerful collection of songs about love that showcases the harmonies of Debra “Ruby” Petritsch. Ruby, along with her sister Laura Petritsch and Gibson Arlasky, who also provide harmonies, beautifully rounds out these meditations on the joys and pain of love. The songs, originally recorded in 2006 as acoustic demos, were expanded with the performances of other musicians, including fine cello work by Robin Crawford. The album was released simultaneously with Jackal and Dove in 2012.
Lyrics
our love
our love
icicles will shatter
our love
or melt and water scatter
we can’t marry
that tender moment cannot matter
one love
it closes in like fire
and two love
forgets its one desire
we can’t marry
when there’s two too many liars
but that love
a second chance to fill me
and that love
is second best to lonely
we can’t marry
because two to one you know
there’s only me
there’s only.
secrets
you can shed some tears about your wild and crazy years
when you played the game so well
tell me dirty lies about the people you despise
you know i’ll never kiss and tell
you can say goodbye and never tell me why
if that’s the way you want it to be
and you can hold me tight in the middle of the night
you can tell your secrets to me
you can tell me tales about your loves both lost and failed
all about the one that got away
call me on the phone when you don’t want to be alone
’cause things didn’t go quite your way
shoulder which to cry on when the world keeps telling lies
and foster my unwavering sympathy
and you can hold me tight in the middle of the night
you can tell your secrets to me
secrets that you dream about
the ones that make you cry
the ones that put your heart out on the line
secrets that you scream about
the ones that make you die
tell me yours and i will tell you mine
you can reminisce about the lovers that you miss
you know it doesn’t matter to me
bring on to extreme all your silly little dreams
all those things you wanted to be
you could disappear into a place so far from here
and label me another casualty
and you can hold me tight in the middle of the night
you can tell your secrets to me.
whisper in my ear so no one else can hear
you can tell you secrets to me.
high street
walking down high street with a bright star twirl into this brave new world
walking down high street into hope prosperity
but she don’t really know me
she can’t really say
she’s coming up on high street with a pocketful of wishes and the girl
is coming up on high street in a bright and shiny murmur
but i don’t really know her
i can’t really say
i’m taking on the one i want
taking on the one i want to make from end a new beginning
walking down high street in the 5am, the hope and dawning light
walking down high street with it feeling awfully right
but others might not know light
others might not say
what is it with high street when the low and desperate shout from down below
but up here on high street there is only light and dust
how can we really know us?
how can we really say?
coming down high street and the ups come down come up enjoy the ride
coming down high street stoplight red yellow green blue
but who can really know you?
who can really say?
i’m taking on the one i want
taking on the one i want to make from end a new beginning
i’m feeling so fine right now that it might last forever
feeling so fine right now as night divides that day
feeling so fine right now, good night i say and love her
and for now that’s all to say
west of heaven
west of heaven there’s a locomotive
ride that rough train if you want to live
in bed at night when i’m lying loose
i only want to tell me the truth
all right—every night
wasting away as i hasten to live
pasting pictures in the book as i give my soul
in order to live
i just can’t bear the weight of it.
minding business there’s a corporal yell
watch that line drawn out from heaven to h-e-l-l
lose a nickel and i lose a dime
losing wishes as i’m losing my time
all right—every night
every friend that i have ever known
slide away ‘til i disown their hearts
and that’s just a start
every lover i have ever had
gone stark-raving mad hatters all
we each have a fall
i just can’t bear the weight of it.
coma
there’s a frigid breeze
and a twitching in my thumb
and ice beneath my feet
now my cheeks are numb
and there’s a vague sense of surprise
that never seems to come
and i can recognize
and my eyes can follow movement
they drift and localize
how did it get so late?
but still i hesitate
and watch each moment slow
and i don’t want to know
and i don’t want to hide
from every high and low
and i can recognize
and i can see for what i am
and i can empathize
my friend
you notice she’s my friend
and she’s crying
inside she’s dying
and she’ll never live again
and it’s cold outside my girl
i can’t help you
but i’ll tell you
that to die inside instead
is to waste and slowly dying my friend
a time was once when we
we were talking
now just walking
it’ll break my heart in two
just to see you cold my girl
i can’t hold you
and i’ve told you
that to live your life alone
is to waste and slowly dying my friend
and you’ll never see me once again
how was i to know
it’d be the end
i just want more time
where we could just be friends again
you keep on dying
you notice she’s my friend
and she’s crying
inside she’s dying
and she’ll never live again
and it’s cold outside my girl
i can’t help you
but I’ll tell you
that to live your life alone
is to waste and slowly dying my friend.
pain in my heart
i call you friend
i’ll see you through
when those other friends
they don’t call on you
and jesus knows
you know who you are
you didn’t come to die
when you’ve come so far
now it’s your turn to need me
so hold my hand and we’re free
and you need a man
who can see the day
when we’re hand in hand
and pain drifts away
and i’ll be there
from way back when
until that special day
when you need me again
cheryl anne
cheryl anne took a beating
now i’ll take a walk
through my neighborhood
ghosts ’round the corner are fleeting
i’d like to stay in my thoughts if i could
and you might know what was taken
and you might know what was given
to a girl like that
there’s a hole in her face
beneath her purple-brick eye
she speaks of vengeance with a trace
of her hope for me and maybe
she might know what was taken
and she might know what was given
to a girl like that
time passes by
most of the pain goes away
we can walk on another day
we will if we could and we would
i’d like to stay in my thoughts if i could
i’d like to stay in my thoughts if i could
and you might know what was taken
and you might know what was given
to a girl like that.
but if there’s a reason
now we are apart
blue to red, the pain will start
i still have these feelings
i still have this heart
how could i have hurt you
how could i push you away
i will have more patience
if we could only stay
but if there’s a reason
if you need another one
i want to tell you
that i’ll miss you while you’re gone
i can’t say it’s over
i watch your door every night
it’s lonely in the shadows
it’s lonely in the night
but if there’s a reason
if you need more time to decide
i want you to know
i’m in the shadow
of your beauty’s light glow
and i will wait for you
if you want me to
you’re far away
it’s lonely here in this room
no one near in this room
tv shadows for companions
you’re not around again
you’re out on the town again
and i feel so abandoned
i don’t know what’s real
don’t know how to feel
i don’t think you know how it feels to be me
all i really wanted to say
didn’t think it work out this way
where i’m here and you’re far away
we wanted to marry
i wanted to be with you
did you think when we married?
now i’m waiting for you
you’re not around again
you’re out on the town
and i’m feeling so abandoned
and i don’t know what’s real
don’t know how to feel
i don’t think you know how it feels to be me
all i really wanted to say
didn’t think it work out this way
where i’m here far away
and i know the things that you say
want to have things you’re own way
tonight i’m here, and you’re far away
goodbye
it’s been heaven
it’s been fine
time has touched its heart
upon the head of fortune
time, it beckons now
it calls us to the world
is so painful
is our hello
time has been a friend
upon the head of love
time has beckoned now
to bring us to our fortune
and so long.